I’m oh so lazy in the morning. I can only wake up if I rub my eyes with water, but the bathroom is like 20 feet away. IM SO LAZY OMG. Gonna try & win over my bed tomorrow morning.
I’m getting there.
It’s official. I’m going to ease the tension in myself by letting go. I’m going to practice being happier. I’m going to be more confident in myself. I’m going to count my blessings instead of what I don’t have. I’m going to be more grateful instead of selfish.
I’m going to move forward. I can’t change what’s been done, but I can forget about it. I can live for now and tomorrow. I can create now and tomorrow. I can do this.
Let’s see how far this goes. You got this, April. Don’t give up.
People like them are the reason why I seclude myself from others, why I’m introverted, why I have trust issues.
I just want to be happy.
You tell me that I can do it, but behind my back you say I can’t.
You’re one of those people. Don’t speak like you fucking know me. You’re horrible. I can’t believe you would do me over like that. I can’t believe I was too blind to see. I can’t believe I stayed by your side regardless of how you acted. But in reality, you’re just like the rest of the people I’ve left in my life.
Here’s my two cents, rather, my two words: fuck you.