I am in l o v e with Jeff Bernat’s music.
So smooth and full of good vibes, just the way I like it.
I have come to a realization that I need to dorm quickly. I need to get away from my parents, not because I’m like every teenager that wants to live away from their parents, but because this will help me learn to be less dependent on them. I see them everyday and they spoil me to the core. I treat them harshly and I’m afraid that nothing can really prevent my temper other than get a w a y from them. It’s sounds quite sad, as a matter of fact, it is. But not seeing them everyday will help me realize the sacrifices they’ve done for my brother and I. Not being able to run to them when I want something will help me understand that I can’t be that spoiled little bitch of a daughter anymore. Day by day, I’ll hope to feel more resentful for treating them this way and appreciate them so much more.
Super excited for June to come. I’ll have my MacBook by then which means more vlogs and editing! And of course, my favorite thing to do on laptops, watch movies. I have decided that right after graduation, I’ll chop off my hair to my shoulders. A new me, a new start. I have about 10 weeks of school left. That’s it. 10 weeks. After I receive that diploma, life is just going to get better.
LETS DO DIZ.
I fucking love music.
Update: I am not dead. Haha.
I have come to an idea, or rather, a long term goal for myself. If I can melt off enough fat and if I am satisfied with the result, I shall chop my hair off to my shoulders. To be honest, I am really lovin’ the short hair look. I want to take the “short cut” also! But if I want to actually take any action, I’m gonna have to stay healthy! I am so down!! Wish me luck!!
Been on a strict diet for next weekend. I’ve been living off fruits, sandwiches, and water for the past two weeks. Next Saturday I’m going to visit Sebastian Masuda’s exhibit in NYC w/ a friend & I’m super hyped to see his “Colorful Rebellion”!